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Sunday, May 28, 2006

if a girl cries~



got these from someone.



When a girl cries it doesnt mean she's weak
If a girl cries in front of u
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life.
If u let her go, she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily, except
in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves u the most,
she puts down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision, u ruin her life.
When she cries rite in front of u,
when she cries bcoz of u, Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think. Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
n front of u, AND bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries, Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys, Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry"...
don always think u are right all e times,
think carefully,
everyone has a responsible for everything tat they did,
she may do wrong..
who dosen't.. but who makes her do tat wrong..
a girl always need protection
a girl always need care
a girl always need someone beside her to comfort her when she's sad
a girl always need support when she's down
all these needs r expected to come frm e guy tat she loves
and not frm frens who r always beside her.
guys, don be too demanding. u might end up losin a girl tat u love e most in ur life.



Sigh~... i will... Love you lots...


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 5:14:00 PM

5:14:00 PM@


Thursday, May 25, 2006

days are... being bored... zzz... nth to do recently after sch... except tat the day got training at nite... zzz...



yesterday training... actually was okok during the starting and in the middle of the training... forget to bring shirt as only remember to bring long pants for my friend... lolx... then i go wear extra shirts tat are left in the warehouse... lolx... then... something unfortunate happened... when we are abt to end our training... i fell down and hurted my elbow and wrist... my buttock and left side of my tigh also kanna... elbow and wrist bleeded... buttock and left side-tigh blue-black... zzz... then coach came and help me up... helped me cleaned my wounds... pain sia... when he go press my wound... lolx...



yesterday was really very suay... zzz... haiix... wth happen... lolx... hahax...



i'm willing to wait... as long as tat i have the chance to be with you... promised...


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 7:04:00 PM

7:04:00 PM@


Monday, May 22, 2006

Exams are over... and days are beginning to be bored... hahax... Got back all results liaox... passed all except combined humanities... zzz... shit sia.. everytime fail tat subject... -.-... lolx...



Hmm... yesterday had our training... learn quite alot of new things again... quite fun... but also quite angry also... not my fault scold me... zzz... nvm lar... suan le... lolx...



Rite now... both arms aching... hahax... so weak sia... just train little bit dragon then aching... zzz... lolx... wednesday still got training at nite... donnoe is at warehouse there or blcc... zzz... left two days to rest... hahax... must take the chance to rest well... =D...



Hmm... gal... You told me you are sorry if u had hurtx me... and i have said tat... i won't be hurtx if u could give me a chance to be with you... I understand tat u are being frightened by the incident tat happened to you before... but... i will nv treat u liddat... nv will i liddat de... and now... it's only up to u whether u wish to believe in me or not... but i only have to say... i promise and will nv let tis happen anymore to you...



Nv will i let tis happen to you again...


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 6:58:00 PM

6:58:00 PM@


Saturday, May 20, 2006

hmm... went chu shi today... nth much to say abt tat... coz whole process was bored... zzz...



haiix... siianx nah... recently... got problems in my family... haiix... called my dad... he ignored me... zzz... don understand y lar... then i tok to him softly, nicely... he replied back to me angrily, loudly... haiix... y my dad liddat towards me de... y other pple de dad treat their children so gd... haiix... liddat... it's no difference from not having a dad... zzz... told him... i going for LD... haven't say finish... start to scold me again... paused me two times... then i don wish to continue say le... went to drink water... then quietly... walk away... haiix... the more i say... the more i will get scoldings... days in my hse... i didn't laugh le... just keeping quiet... watching tv... the feeling of home... is like... flowing more n more away liaox... haiix... don understand really...



tml... still got training... i wonder... how am i going to tell my dad... zzz... donnoe lar... just keep quiet can liao lar... haiix... Slients is always the best meanings... haiix... so stress up sia... haiix... in my hse... i like living alone by myself... everyting... doing it by my ownself... haiix... why liddat ne... don understand... really... maybe i will just have to shut up... and slowly move away... far away... i'm an extra... haiix... zzz...



zzz... don wish to post liao lar... no mood le... siianx... zzz... bb...



I have became a Mute... Being stopped to explain...


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 5:21:00 PM

5:21:00 PM@


Thursday, May 18, 2006

Siianx... went for training yesterday... trained dragon... i took my own pole... no.4... haiix.. didn't do very well... found tat we this dragon doesn't have tat type of teamsprit in it... very different from wlcs de dragon... is a VERY... haiix... nvm... we can work hard de... hahax... then maybe will training hard for nxt training... hahax...



Exams results out le... passed... but is a just pass for some... so lousy sia... haiix... is becoz of my ownself didn't work hard again... zzz... maybe getting back some tml or nxt week... hope the rest can pass also... A pass is better then nth... lolx... like nth to write le... so stop here bah... hahax... bubbye...



I wonder how's ur results, gal... hahax...


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 5:32:00 PM

5:32:00 PM@


Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I always didn't achieve wad i wanted & wished...



There's a sadness within me, always...



I hoped... but i failed...



Maybe... i really tink too much...



Tears rolled down like rain...



Haiix...



I will nv gib up on you...



Unless... you have already given up on me...



[* Boi . HARTx . Gal *]


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 1:35:00 PM

1:35:00 PM@


Sunday, May 14, 2006

Heyx... today... whole day was... lame shit... Moving store today... to Chua Chu Kang... didn't do alot of things... just wait at the warehouse... guess wad... waited for 2.5hours... was rotting down there... Got nth to do then went to some mattress there and lie on it... Then found out tat... the mattress there was perfect for slping... so comfortable... hahax... almost slp... =X... then after tat... coach they all come back... finally... we carry somemore things onto the lorry and went together to CCK... then after that came home... coach send me home... he told me alot of things during the way back... haax... some of it is quite meaningful... (=... hahax...



Siianx... desperate for dragon de training... hahax... coz i got my jie jie de position le... Yeahx!... No.4... hahax... i got secret de coaching le... shhh... don anyhow tell others... xP... Kkz bahx... write until here... nxt time then post le... Bubbyex... (=...



I will nv give up on u, Unless u tell me tat u have already give up on me...


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 7:08:00 PM

7:08:00 PM@


Friday, May 12, 2006

Heyx... today went for yuhong de LD... wad the hell... after our first place at hougang, while going back... rain... whaa... whole body wet even though the lorry we took got shelter... zzz.... then my hand got scratch... not very big... hahax...



These few days also heard tat... our training maybe changing over to Boon Lay CC... not bad... quite near my house... hahax... then these few de training is on Dragon... go to Boon Lay CC better... bigger and comfortable place... then noe tat 6th mnth de training will be very siong... hard... coz we are preparing for our Big Day & nxt yr de Luminious Dragon Competition... Hope can win bah... so must train until very hard le...



Although holidays are reaching... but getting back results is also reaching... die die sia... haiix... hope can pass... siianx... scared sia... hahax... nxt time post le bahh... Bubbye...



因为爱你,所以不放弃


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 10:12:00 PM

10:12:00 PM@


Tuesday, May 09, 2006



Work hard for exams now... And work hard for Dragon after exams!!... gogogo!~... hahahax... LOL...



我很喜欢你... 你知道吗?...




he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 8:20:00 PM

8:20:00 PM@


Sunday, May 07, 2006

Heyyx... these two days... went cycling... today neh... cycle all the way to my training spot... damn tired... regret abit... hahax... haiix... heard tat... my drumming also kanna complained... haiix... wth... i did nth wrong... -.-... haiix... then noe the dragon position le... jie... i didn't get ur position... just 1 diff. haiix... set by robin coach de...



Pearl -> Zhong Hong
1st -> Xue Rui AND Guo Xiang
2nd -> Nigel
3nd -> Ming Hao
4th -> Shao Qi
5th -> Qing Yuan
6th -> Jian Yi
7th -> Douglas
8th -> Pin Xian
9th -> Jia Liang



Whha... rite now very fustrated sia... zzz... i didn't follow wlcs one... zzzz.... ARGGHHH.... FCUK AR!.... tis time no matter how much i explain also die de lar.... a black mark in yu hong liaox.... haiix.... wtf.... just few weeks nv go down then so many tings happen... even happen onto me, myself... haiix... zzzz....


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 9:07:00 PM

9:07:00 PM@


Friday, May 05, 2006

Hmm... went to see friends play dota... didn't play... sit there... look so stupid... haiix... don haf feelings.. so siianx... so shi bai... haiix... who understand?... zzz... zzz... come home earlier then others... so siianx... riding back home... nearly kanna bang by car... y didn't kanna bang... haiix... zzzz... bang le then song mah... end everyting for me... -.-... siianx... don feel like... haiix... i also donnoe... siianx... siianx... siianx...



The wish... will never come true le... haiix...


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 5:24:00 PM

5:24:00 PM@


Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Hmm... today... pass her to present... hahaz... Happy Bday... then after tat... went to lan shop... play dota... keep on losing.. -.-... wth... went to gek poh... then later went back to pioneer mall... play quite... so siianz... siianz...



I really hope tat we could be like wad when you were taking the present today... just we two... can talk, can chat... can laugh... liddat jiu gou le... haiix... but... it won't happen... haiix... maybe is just i tink too much... such difficult things won't happen FOR SURE... SURE... haiix...



I.... zzzz....


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 6:18:00 PM

6:18:00 PM@


Monday, May 01, 2006


Haiiz... today really nth to do... then go find some stupid software go edit.... lol... hahaz... hmm... yesterday put a trick pop-up... LOL... the comment for it seems to be very BAD... hahahaz..... so i cleared it away... Happy?... hahaz...



Today... at abt 12+pm liddat... brother went out... give wad crap say go out play only... go out with steady say lar... say go out play only... shit u lar... then after tat... i sit at the sofa... until 3+pm... nearly just slp on the sofa... very siian... when to on com... zzz... also SIIANZ... nth to do... wth... at night i revise my physics for tml... hope can pass well... if not... die sia...



Hmm... maybe tml after sch go do something... but donnoe will be as successful as i though anot... haiiz... change song for my blog liaoz... quite not bad... Don't Go... it's name... yeahz... really... Don't Go pls... pls... hahaz... aiiya... i tink i write until here bahh... Bubbyex... (=...



Hmm... Surprise cannot say de... Gal... if wanna noe... wait for wed. or thurs. bah... hahaz... =P...


he didn't giveup;

& he's still loving *NQY* at 5:47:00 PM

5:47:00 PM@







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